Just got back from doing some beating the streets and doing some cold calling in San Marcos. A little college town nearby. Went with a gal coworker. L. Good day to get out. Spent a few hours walking and meeting business owners. Got to vent a little too on the way.

I'm okay. Yes it hurts, but it's not like I haven't been going through this.

It seems to be ME that ends up getting us to a good place at the end of conversations. Movie won't happen this weekend. I plan on taking the kids camping if I can. Guadalupe State Park this time. Not much of a choice to love her. I do. The choice I have to make is what to do with her. I'm going to have to move on. I keep telling myself this. I have to live my life. The way I want to. Whatever way I'm led.

Me 47, WW 38
SS18, D15, D10

Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08

"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."