I am so anxious and scared to go home today. Not sure what the mood will be and if she will be going out tonight. Trying not to get my hopes up, but that is much easier said than done. I keep hoping inside that she will stay in tonight and not feel the need to be away from me.

I am going to expect the worst and hope for the best. I keep telling myself, "Take it easy, play it cool, let her go" over and over.

Helps a little but not alot.

Married 10/12/2002
Me 35 Ring On
Her 29 Ring Off
D 4
S 2
Don't know if I am in love with you 10/7/08
Kinda Separated 10/7/08
EA/OM 6/6/08

my current thread: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=1623276&page=1&fpart=4