We didn't dialogue per say but we did talk We or I should say I got some things out...H thinks things are A ok and doesn't understand why I might get down, he thought we were working on things and that make everything fine. I had to explain to him how that's not the case, that we are only 2 weeks out from yet another bomb, and its going to take time, that I am trying to process alot, and for the most part I am having to do it on my own. I told him he know whats really going on he has all the details, he know what the truth is, but I don't, and I have to work with what I have, and so its hard for me to come back from this, this time, I want and am trying to hold my faith in him and us. He is going to have to be patient, and understand that I need time to heal, and that we need to just take things slowly.
He seemed to take this all really well, so we shall see what happens.
Me - 44 H - 44 M - 19yrs together - 23yrs D16 S8 EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07 H still @ home Recovered!
