My h cut way back on the drinking but has started up quite a bit. For example, earlier in the week, he told me he was drinking from the time he got out of bed and it was after 3PM when I was talking to him.

He keeps saying this is a vacation for him and he is not looking for a job right now.

There are no new plans the kids and I could make as we have to work and I have to cook for the kids so it is me and them.

As for my faith wavering, no, I am just very tired. Being away from work I am much more content as I have so many things I can do at home. When I am not here, it tends to get crazy around here and the house goes to pot.

As for being out and working changing my stand--no, not a chance. Being out working has put a lot more stress on me and it is added stress I just do not need.

Last edited by MidwesternGirl; 10/24/08 05:09 PM.
The Bomb: 08/05
H moves out: 06/2006
H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07
H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08
H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09
Divorced 08-12
Kids: 22, 20, 19