N_A, I hope you are doing o.k. I can feel your stress coming through in your posts and I completely can relate to you.
We are both trying hard to piece with H's that seem to be not meeting our needs. I often wonder how long I can live this way when I am always being rejected, blown off, & sometimes even put down by him. I know that most the things my H does would be completely out of the ? in most wifes minds and they wouldnt stand for it. I used to never stand for it, I would certainly voice my opinion before he left me. But now after all this terrible ordeal, I am too scared to ever really let him know what I think or how I feel.
I have been really stressing over things lately too. I get very emotional this time of the month due to those hormones you were referring too. I am at least aware of it, and try not to let it control me or my feelings. Sometimes, It does though.
I am here for you. I feel for you. And I can relate to your Sitch. I am still being patient - but I dont know how long it will be before I blow. TIPPER
