trying to be patient and strong 7

[hoosiermama]

I told him it hasn't been good for me and the kids but sad and stressful. I guess he really means the D is good for him, and in a weird way, I hope so b/c to do what he did to the family I hope he is happy enough at least to justify that.

I know exactly what you mean here. Not that I wish him happiness through adultery by any means, but there's some small sense that if he ends up miserable after causing so much agony it's all such a waste. It's not logical, but I do know what you mean!