well, thought maybe I'd get some action last night lol, but yest morn we found a 4 wk old kitten right by our garage and so she slept on me all night. My boxer is going crazy over it too. Then we have a stray dog hanging out on my porch. so crazy.


anyways, I'll post some positives today instead.

I'm going to Wichita to have a fun MV party, and I Baby might be there too! We're gonna just throw a real party afterwards, have no idea what we'll do, but my mom has a good sized basement with a pooltable, so we'll figure somethin out!

Then, I am starting a band! I've got a drummer, and we're still looking for possible bassist and guitarist, but we plan on meeting Nov 15 to see what we can do. He sounds like he's on track with his faith, bout the same age as me, and interested in close to the same music, so it should be good. We're looking for an evanescence/fireflight type of sound, alternative/rock, so I'm really excited. My H is not however.

I asked him why he didn't seem very happy for me and he said because he thinks if I'm really making a band, we'll be practicing 2-3 times a week, and I said, nuhuh, not gonna do that, maybe once a week. I said, it depends how good you are anyways, some people don't need much practice. Hopefully, that will be me. lol so, I don't know why he's not excited for me, unless he's maybe a little jealous, or it really is because I'll be gone more.

But wouldn't that be cool to have your wife in a band??? I would think so. oh well, I'll just have to act as if, and make sure I'm not abusing the time I spend. I'll probably have to spend less time on here, which I have been doing a little. It's just so hard to catch up with everyone if you've been away for more than a couple days.

well, I plan on making this a better day today....

oh, please say prayers for two people,

1. Amber, who is 25 and never had problems, but went in to doc because of sickness, and now they say she has leukemia!

2. mother of Jennifer (a mom of a child a bbsit for) just found out she has cancer throughout her body.

I gave both of them some mv because of the fighting power it has on cancer cells and hopefully they will have the desire to drink it, and I'm praying for miracles. I couldn't imagine being 25 and finding out I had leukemia. They were trying to have a baby too even.


Me 33 H 34 S9 S3
M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs)
EA/PA 1/2006
DB 5/2006
H wants D 6/2006
H wants ME 8/2006
H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006
H erased OW off phone! 2/2007

"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."