*Monday= he blew me off to get drunk. *Tuesday= he was at my house when I got home from work(unusual for him) and we watched movies all night. He was hung over and tired & I was quiet due to having feeling hurt the day before. *Wednesday= we went bowling when I got back from work and then he came over for dinner and t.v. He was texting people the whole night long (even while bowling), I was so annoyed but didnt say anything. *Thursday= I had to work late due to having an open house at the h.s. I work at and didnt get home until 8:30. He wasnt around when I called. He didnt text me back until 30 min later and then he asked if he could come over. It took him 45 mins to get to my house after that (5 min drive). I fell asleep soon after he got there.
So, the week wasnt too bad. But there were still two nights that I was alone while my H is at the bars drinking. I hate those nights, I almost always end up in tears on those evenings. I dont know if I can or even should put up with it. But for now, I will try.
He did some nice things around my House this week which was nice. But he has started to get to the point to where he is critizising me alot about any of my flaws or faults. I would love to just rip into him when he does this, but I havent becuase it is a 180 for me to not get defensive and fight back. But it is hard to deal with, I am feeling down.
