I have looked everywhere that I know. No word yet. I'll let you know if I hear from her.
My evening was good. Calm I guess is the best word. I'll take calm.
I have today off so I was able to help H get ready for work. He said he Loves it when I pack his lunch. I got a hug and a kiss from him this morning.
He wasn't sure what his plans were going to be for tonight. He mentioned that he might go for a couple of drinks after work but would not be late. I was very casual, but said "Oh, well if you're going to be at the bar I don't think I'll bother with dinner, I don't think that's fair on a Friday night." (I know how his I won't be late works, lol) He said, well what are you going to do? I said, I'll find something. He said, well, why don't you go to XYZ bar (not the Pub where he will be) I said,that's ok, you don't have to give me permission on where to go. He said, well just don't come around me to b!tch and ruin my night. I said, I won't do that any more.
It was not an arguement, it was all said pretty calm and without much emotion, but I wanted him to know that I won't set myself up for a let down. I have decided that if he does not come home from work I am going to go out and watch my gf in the musical that she is in. I don't care if I go by myself.
Most of us are about as happy as we make up our minds to be.
