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It's our duty to not let this awakening go wasted and use it as a starting point for a better, more fullfilling life. We were given a second chance. This is no rehearsal, this is it...


That says it all Jeff. Don't waste another minute of your life wondering what should and could be. You have to MAKE happen what you WANT to happen. Do what you need. A happy Jeff is all that matters now. Trust me, happy people make happy parents. Your misery and frustration in your own situation is showing for the world to see. You don't think your kids feel it and are affected by it? I don't care how hard you try to act "as if" around them, they feel it.

What do you want Jeff? Be totally open and honest. You know we are not going to belittle or chastise you for it. What do YOU want? This is not a question of "what do you think you can get" but what does your heart of hearts want more than anything else?


T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43
bomb12/4/07
PA5/07
S12/26/07
D final 11/17/08
Back together with no defined R 05/2010
confused....to say the least!!!