God grant me the patience and the strength...8

[theotherhalf]

lwb, your nice enough too!! thanks for posting, don't worry about being to harsh. I can take it and I need it.

What you said about being ME a year from now?...I'm okay with that...I like who I am. Not proud of things I've done, but I am human. I guess this is sort of a 180 for me. I've always lived my life with a life plan. Always knew what I wanted. Each and every day I appreciated but maybe not enough. Maybe I didn't take enough time to enjoy the moments. Maybe I should have lived more like one day at a time and not worry about what's next....Now I guess I am doing that. I have no idea what's in store for me tomorrow or the next day so just living one day at a time and not worrying so much about the future.