Hi I am back! I first want to say that you are doing such a great job handling your D with such grace. You also deserve a good cry and then a good laugh and of course a morbid fantasy if not just a fleeting thought. Remember when Heath ledger died? The first thing I thought of was my H and how much he has changed during his MLC and I thought he would end up destructive like Heath Ledger, well your ex is acting destructive also. Unfortunately, my H almost died in an accident and now he is in a wheelchair for some time. It is weird but people have mentioned his Bad Karma and maybe he was in the wrong place at the wrong time because he lost it? I dunno. It is morbid but natural to think that. No one really wants that but sometimes I wish he would just move across the country to stay with his folks. My dad left the state when my parents divorced and it was way better than beig shuttled back and forth. I also feel you on coming home at 2AM because we had to do that two nights per week because of work and school too. Whew. I feel weird looking into my future because you are exactly where I will probably be in about 10-12 months!! I hope I have your fortiude!!!!
Me:38 H:39 MLC M:10 R:23 years D6 S3 Bomb: Easter, 2007 "Every day may not be good, but there's something good in every day."
