Hey, Nik...thanks for stopping by. Counseling was yesterday...not sure what I think about the session. Feeling more and more like maybe it's time to let go. At the end of our session, like always, C asked if we wanted to come back. I left the decision up to H...he said he did so we scheduled another appointment. On the way to our cars he said it seemed like I didn't really want to go back. I responded by saying I didn't mean to come across that way but asked him "what are we doing here?" His response was "I don't know"....my response was "just see what happens?" He said "I guess".
I am feeling very conflicted right now. A couple of months ago my thoughts never waivered in terms of me wanting to make things work with H...now I don't know. He tells me he doesn't love me the same....I certainly don't want to settle. Gosh...I'm tired of the rollercoaster. This may very well be the end of the road for us....
