Ok I had a good day today but..........

I sat down to watch some music videos first let me tell you I no longer want or need to look at the "I'm sad you are leaving" or "you cheated on me" Ones. I was actually looking for some lively upbeat things and then it happened. A song by Reba McEntire & Kenny Chesney "Every Other Weekend" showed up I never heard it and thought " maybe this will be a great weekend song for my weekend" WRONG.... It's about two divorced people and how they transfer their kids every other week end. Man it was like a train wreck I could not turn the channel. I started crying thinking this might happen to me. But as the song played on it seemed like the husband and wife really did want to try again but were too damn suborn to be the first to say I love you... \:\(
PLEASE if you are in any distress DO NOT WATCH THIS VIDEO.. However...if you can do what I did.. (After crying for a while) I did a 180. I said this is an inspiration..... Of what I don't want to happen... and then the rascal flats song "life is a freeway" came on and further gave me a PMA again......

Ok so now for the update on my "battle plan".. I talked to oldest D and asked her if she could go over MIL house and help keep her brother son occupied the "date" weekend. She said sure, I again asked her to not say yes and then not show. She promised me she would. So then I went to MIL house and asked her if it was ok with her that son spend 2 nights with her the "date" weekend she said no problem. I told her oldest D would be over on Sunday after work. She said that would be fine. I told her not to say anything to wife yet.


SO YOU HAPPY SARA??? Both nights

Dr LOve

W has been in a great mood. Very talkative.. But I have not tried to kiss or hug her in over a week. I am looking at it as not eating before you go out to a real nice restaurant.. You want to save your appetite


Life's like a road that you travel on
There's one day here and the next day gone
Sometimes you bend, sometimes you stand
Sometimes you turn your back to the wind

There's a world outside every darkened door
Where blues won't haunt you anymore
Where the brave are free and lovers soar
Come ride with me to the distant shore

We won't hesitate to break down the garden gate
There's not much time left today
yyyeeeaaahhhh!!!!!

Life is a highway
I want to ride it all night long
If you're going my way
I want to drive it all night long

Through all these cities and all these towns
It's in my blood and it's all around
I love you now like I loved you then
This is the road and these are the hands

From Mozambique to those Memphis nights
The Khyber Pass to Vancouver's lights
Knock me down get back up again
You're in my blood I'm not a lonely man

There's no load I can't hold
Road so rough, this I know
I'll be there when the light comes in
Just tell 'em we're survivors

There was a distance between you and I
A misunderstanding once but now
We look it in the eye

There ain't no load that I can't hold
Road so rough, this I know
I'll be there when the light comes in
Tell 'em we're survivors


And if I claim to be a wise man, well
It surely means that I don't know