So do you think I shouldn't even say anything? I mean, even just apologizing for being weird lately because I had seen the pictures on your phone and it just hurt my feelings or something?

I had kinda decided today that I should probably say something, because I still feel weird towards him. Although strangely, last night he actually grabbed me to lay beside him, which he hasn't done in a while, and today after work while I was cooking he started groping me. \:\) which ALSO hasn't happened in a while, and it did totally turn me on, but sometimes just looking at him makes me feel weird. It's hard to explain. I was actually kinda sick to my stomach for a while, so I used it to my benefit as I was trying to lose some weight again, hahah! I know isn't that a little twisted? yes, I'm weird.

okay, gotta go wipe a bottom. ;\) s4, not my H. haha

Me 33 H 34 S9 S3
M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs)
EA/PA 1/2006
DB 5/2006
H wants D 6/2006
H wants ME 8/2006
H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006
H erased OW off phone! 2/2007

"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."