Karen, I'm with you. The kid love is often times some of the best medicine there is.
Sounds like you are doing pretty good. Its hard to reconcile the still having love for a person that you don't like, I go through the same thing. Its confusing.
((((hugs)))))
M:39 H:39 K:S14;D8 T:22yr M:15yrs S:12/28/07 EA/PA 3/14/08 OW preg 11/17/08 born 12/12/08 his ~~~~~~~ Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option