I've read through this thread and will go back to read your previous ones, although I already feel as though I know you, personally. I can relate with sooo much and completely understand needing a break. It DOES get too intense sometimes.
Hope this day finds you well.
(((((Bridgestone)))))
Getting over a painful experience is much like crossing monkey bars. You have to let go at some point in order to move forward. ~ Joseph Campbell