Well H & I had hot sex last week. Very nice. He didnt stay the night though... And then he didnt call me for 5 days... and I decided that I wasnt going to make the first move, I would wait until he missed me enough to contact me.
And eventually he did call me and we had a nice conversation.... I'm just not sure that I really want him back now?!? Oopps! Thats a bit weird huh? Anyway I'm off to NZ for work all next week, and then really busy with a work project for the next couple of weeks after that. If H wants to contact me and DATE ME he can pursue me. I'm really not fussed one way or another.
Of course I know that my feelings can change again overnight, and I'll be back to missing him and wishing he would make more of an effort!!! Emotions are funny!
