Lisa...thanks for posting to my thread. Good to hear from you. Hope things are going well for you at work!
I will go back and read some of RollerCoasterRider's threads...it could be very beneficial!
I am trying to do things for me...I've come a long way over the past 15 months. A part of me has been beaten to death with this whole mess, but the other part of me (the fighter) is keeping a positive outlook, trying to look to the future regardless of what that brings and trying to maintain that old dignity and grace I've been praying for for so long.
A positive....H met me for lunch today....the downside was that he spent the entire time either on the phone (work stuff), reading the newspaper (rude) and complaining about work, co-workers and our plight. When I left, I wished him a good afternoon....kissed him on the cheek, thanked him for meeting me for lunch and left. Haven't heard from him since and don't expect he'll be home anytime soon tonight....
Hoping (but not expecting) for a calm, relaxing evening tonight. Maybe I'll be pleasantly surprised...maybe not...we'll see.
BA
Me:43 H:48 M:24 yrs T: 26 yrs 2 kids ILYNILWYA 8-07 - MOW 9-07 H moved out 8-2-08 Back 8-18-08 Affair continues Back home but not emotionally
