Still Tryin's 3rd piecing

[S.T. _I Made It!]

thanks SMW, I got that in an email, and thought I had to share it.



so, I haven't posted my own stuff recently, mostly because nothing much happens.

well, I saw H's phone sitting out and thought, ug, okay just gonna look at it. Well, he had all these naked girls pictures on there, and they ALL had boobs the size of mount rushmore. It really made me sick to my stomach. I know that some wives don't care if their H's look at porn or playgirl or whatever, but it really makes me feel bad. I keep wondering if this is something I just need to give to God and pray about it and pray for my H, or if I should say anything. It's been almost a week now since I saw them, and for the last few days, I've been kinda distant, or just annoyed by my H, and I think that might be why. Especially yest for some reason. I really couldn't figure out why I was so annoyed by him. He even asked what was my deal and where the attitude came from. It wasn't like a really rude attitude, but I was being rude/playful.

Soooo, I am wondering if I should bring it up YET again. I'm not really sure what else I would say, because I've said it before when he was paying for porn online. You know, if he would compliment me and treat me like I'm beautiful, then i probably wouldn't care so much, but he doesn't, never really did either, always said that wasn't his style, but when I remember that darned text that he sent to OW about how she was gorgeous, a word he's NEVER come close to describing me, not even beautiful, so it's hard not to feel less attractive.

okay, gotta go take kids, I'll be back.....