I'm calm, that's the funny part. A couple of months ago I would have exploded and made things 250% worse by blurting out something stupid or uncalled for, but not now, that is a huge improvment in itself for myself.

Just have a hard time balancing being there for her when she needs someone other than "him" \:\(


Me 35/XW 33
S13 & S12
M: 10/17/98
OM & S: 07/08
D final 06/09/09
12/03/09 - 06/13/10 "Piercing"
06/13/10: Engaged to Re-marry 10/17/10
06/25/10: Expecting baby #3 2/14/11