I don't tend to read much or hang around here any more, but occasionally drop by to read how others are doing, sometimes when I'm feeling a little low. I feel compelled to comment on what you have written however.
I wanted to say that you speak with great clarity and honesty. It is spooky sometimes to read others thoughts on their sitch and be struck at how similar someone else's feelings can be to your own. I almost wrote 'are you me?' in jest. Still, I am at a different point on my journey and have come via a different route too. D still to come, presumably middle to latter half of next year. Life is good though, despite some lingering thoughts over the past. It's the dreams I find hardest.
Thanks,
Max
Me 36 W 37 Bomb (Easter 07) Sep (WAW July 07) "It's over" (end Oct 07) T10.5 years, M2 (before bomb)