You are only human. How much of the lies and BS are you supposed to take before you break? You did not make a mistake or let any of us down, not by a long shot. H's lies are what drove you to that point. I agree with T2L, if you want to go back to where you were yesterday, apologize for your actions to your H and then go dark for a little while to heal. That one apology would still be more than H has offered you!
As for D15, she has a right to be mad, too. I'm glad that H has a better picture of this path of destruction he has created. Maybe this will shake him out of the fog a little.
Either way, what's done is done. You got past that awful bomb stage, and you will get past this stage, too. Time will pass and you will heal from this. You were in an extremely difficult situation last night. Give yourself a break and concentrate on doing good things for yourself and your daughter.
Keep me updated.
Me:33, H:34 T10, M8 S4,S3,S9m ILYBINILWY 11/07 Separation 1 2/08-8/08 Back Home 8/08-10/08 Separation 2 10/08- Too many bombs to count:(
