I wonder if letting go is the hardest part. I don't call, I don't write, and I know I can't. And I am okay with that. I don't want to let go. I don't want to believe that this marriage is over.
I am hoping that I will just wake up one day and not feel hurt anymore. I know I have gotten stronger, and I know I can handle all of this. There are things now that I appreciate so much more.
And most of the time I do great. And then I get moments where I miss him so much it threatens to take my breath away.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
