OK, still working on keeping the positive feelings there.

More IMs from H as usual. I was in meetings for 2 hours, and got back to a bunch of them spread over that time.

H)so how are you clothing wise sillyness
are you wearing your dorky sweaters yet
hmmm
i know you are there
lurking around

I ignored the clothing comment as I have nothing to wear for these 3 nights, had only expected to be away 1, but did NOT want to bring up anything to do with the living sitch in any way. I just told him about a really bad meeting I'd had where I yelled at someone. I wanted him to know that I am getting back into things at work, as me messing up my career freaks him out. Then I joked around about what outfit he would be buying me (some running joke from yesterday), let him respond and then kept quiet.

Thought we were done talking for the day--then he starts up again, and asked how I was. Just said good, you? And he asks what we should do on Saturday. Of course since one of his major issues was me choosing activities, I said it was up to him. He seems to want to go on a drive.

One more day of this before meeting up...
I can do this and remain positive!!!

ITH

Last edited by istherehope; 10/23/08 05:25 PM.
Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years
Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be
S 07/28/08-11/08/08
Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!