Hey NC, Sorry to hear you are feeling down. It is so unfair that the kids have to choose whether to stay at Mom's or Dad's. Why can't the WAS see that when they "fall out of love"? Don't ever feel like you aren't important because you are. I'm sure that sometimes when they are with Mom that they want Dad. You know how kids are. They change their minds like the wind.
As far as the AD's go, I think I would look into getting the prescription refilled. I know I'm not ready to give mine up. I also take 10 mg, but it makes all the difference in the world.
Hugs, Yoyo
Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you, they're supposed to help you discover who you are. -- Bernice Johnson Reagon