Playhouse

[Yoyowife]

Good Morning Everyone,
It is so nice to check the boards and have messages from my wonderful friends on here. You all will never know how much you all have come to mean to me!

Please forgive me for being absent from the board so much lately. I had a really busy weekend and week. We had parent teacher conference Tuesday night and teacher meetings all day yesterday. So I've had very little time to catch up with everyone. Please know that you all have been on my mind and I think of you all often.

Saffie, I got your mail and it made my day to get it. Sorry that I haven't had time to properly to respond to it, but that will change after school today. Because of blocks, I'm not able to access my personal email at school.

Okay, I'll update you all on my life lately. You know that H and I had a talk about 3 weeks ago, with me doing most of the talking. I told him that things had to change or I would file. He got pretty emotional and quiet and admitted that he had hurt me tremendously and had not put out the effort that I had to work on us.

Well, lately he has really been working on us. He has been coming around and calling a lot more lately. This past weekend went to DD17 out of town football game.

Saturday night we attended the halloween party together. I had to get at the party before he did because I had to sell tickets. Funny thing is that when he got there I saw him, but he did not see me. He called and asked where I was. He was very attentive to me during the night. At one time he was talking to one of his friends and I walked over to talk to a couple of my friends. He came over and got me by the hand and said let's go dance. It was a slow dance and he kissed me when we got on the dance floor, (it was just a short sweet kiss, just wanted to let Dr. Love know, before he starts accusing me of making out on the dance floor, LOL).

Sunday we worked in the backyard a couple of hours covering the pool and such. He left to go hunting and I went to clean up after the party. He called while he was on his deer stand just to talk. He also called me when he got home from hunting.

Monday night I did not hear from him. I knew he was working out of town so I really didn't expect to hear from him. He called Tuesday night and wanted me to come to his house. Last night DD and I went to his house to use his printer since ours is out of ink. She had a rough draft to type. He seemed pleased to see me. He told me about some plans he was trying to make for us this weekend. It's so nice that he is trying to make plans for us. He's talking about the future. I don't say much I just listen.

Things seem to be looking up, but as we all know it's best not to put much into their behavior.

Today is the 2 year anniversary of the bomb. I never thought 2 years ago that I would survive all of this. Thank you all for being there and being my friends.