Thx Ms. When my W left it was like a shock to my system. I felt like I was immediately put into a state of mental rehab. I "cleaned up my act" so to speak. I have been attending church and meeting with a counselor regularly and praying every day. I have been keeping myself busy and trying to remain positive. I really believe that I will not make the same mistakes again, regardless of how my situation ends up. Nothing that I did was worth losing my W. I was doing great (well as good as can be) until I received my D papers. Since that happened I feel like I've taken a turn for the worse. I am consumed with these memories of her and I. I lay in bed and can see the way she used to look at me laying next to me. If her family wasn't so set on us getting a D I would feel better. I know that it's not over yet and that there is always hope it's just very tough to stay focused on the positive. I know I am making the changes for ME but att he same time I wish I could show her that I've changed. I'm sorry to hear about your papers. Bring me up to speed on your sitch. I'm curious to know what happened.
