This isn't about guilt....or abuse...or proving oneself...or victimhood...it's about forgiveness and love...pure and simple. I can't even fathom the pain you have endured which would lead you to your conclusion.
Praising God Daily, Remaining "FaithfulH" Me: 62 W: 62 D:33 S:30 & 31 Married: 40 Years BD: Sep 2006 Piecing: May 2007 2nd BD: May 2014 Working On It: Today