Wow, the lock fairy went through and locked everyone last night!!! I'm glad to have the last thread locked anyway. Low day yesterday dealing with the L and H. D8 wanted to go to the church last night for a spaghetti dinner and I didn't want to, I felt like I was going to make everyone else feel rotten. But surprise, surprise being around and chatting with nice, normal people made me feel so much better! After the dinner, a small bunch of us with kids were out on the playground, and I was racing the kids (only one was faster!) and that was fun. I did spend some time with some grownup friends, too, but I've realized kids always cheer me up so I felt back to my normal (well as normal as I get) after that.
Then S14 and I watched "Pushing Daisies" last night which is a weird show but we both enjoy it for some reason and S14 likes to watch it with me which makes it fun. I'm supposed to see my C today which'll be good and the heater guy is supposed to come out & look at it, but I'm determined to throw in some fun today after I get hsing and chores done. I have insomnia today so I'm up at 4! I just kind of feel like H has no redeeming qualities that I can see at this point, which is not good of course, but I'm thinking it's good in a way b/c I think D will be easier for me b/c of that. H is helping me along with the detaching process for sure!!!