Went over today to town today to do some work and see the W. She said last night when she called she would be working from home and watching our 2yo niece. I picked up some stuff to grill and some flowers before I headed out. The grilling was planned, the flowers were something she mentioned about a week ago.
Worked some in town and played with the niece during the day. W was all loving and hugging throughout the day with some ILY thrown in. Did put niece to bed for a nap in D11's room. We went to our room for more adult activities and slept a couple hours.
After school, SD17 left and went to her friends house for awhile. She was in a b!tched up mood for a number of reasons. Grilled some food and then D11 went down to MIL's to spend the night. W and I cuddled on the couch and watched a movie. We are going to go see Fireproof Saturday night. Going to see each other tomorrow night,there is a city dinner and she is coming over early to get ready.
As for how I feel about the whole thing. Some of the anger and resentment came up on the way out there and I started to question why I was even bothering with this anymore. I made lunch for niece and was eating with her. During lunch I wanted to go into the other room and tell W I was done and get out of there. It passed though. Right now I don't have a whole lot of feelings for her. Time will only tell how all this plays out.
A warrior does not give up on what he loves, he finds the love in what he does
