HI Marisol!
I understand, about not knowing I was there too and that's ok too. Either way were all going to be to a recovered place if that makes sense. Nothing can steal your faith not even this, the bible says if you even have the faith of a mustard see. So you don't need big faith. But regardless of what path you choose, you are a part of us here and were always going to welcome you and want to know what your doing and how your doing, capiche?(Is that right Ms. Itialian Hope??LOL)

Don't pressure yourself in having to know what to do, when in doubt don't do anything. It's better to make a clear peace filled decision than a rushed decision out of fear.

Ok so Marisol, I really really want you to find something to GAL.
I personally think everyone should have 1 lil thing creatively that they do for themselves. I know you all know that I started salsa lessons, and hope is gonna get down with her Irish dancing-I 'd take it with you if I could. Anyways, I just looked in the city parks and rec guide and signed up there.

Find something, its really really going to help you. Painting class, piano lessons, hula dancing, Irish dancing, belly dancing(got my eye on this one next), pottery class, singing lessons, cake decorating, ballroom dancing etc. I feel like all of man kind has some creative ability since we were made in the image of God and God is creative. Take a risk, try something, who cares if you think your good at it. Your going to learn about your self and have fun and gain confidence. Don't skip this step. If you can't sign up and try something until after your move then no biggie, but after the move okay? By the way , pick anything, I best you can do so much more than you think and if not that's the point of it being a class. \:\)

Well yes it seems like I'm having progress, but I know and am aware that it can go either way and that's why I continue to GAL and 180.


Me-38 H-38
Married 18years
Daughter-17 & Son-9
Discovery of EA/PA 4/23/08
Left home 5/08/08
Moved in with OW 08/01/08

The only rock I know that stays steady, the only institution I know that works is the family.
-- Lee Iacocca