Hey all! Sorry for being so distant these days....just trying to figure things out.

T2L those prayers are awesome! I was reading the Hosea's prayer every morning before going into work for the past couple of weeks and just this week on Monday I looked at the paper and I just couldn't say it because I didn't want to pray for something I wasn't sure that I wanted. Does that make sense? I haven't said it all this week. And it's almost like I feel I am loosing faith and hope in this M. I don't want to but what else can I do when he is gone. He is with this OW every night. They are making plans, doing things, and being intimate. Its hard to get that image out of my head as I am sure it is for all of you.

T2L you are doing so great. I know this has been a tremendous battle for you and you are finally making headway with what you are doing. I am so happy for you.

I know part of this downslide for me is because I am not GALing but that even gets to me because I don't know what I can do! I don't want to start anything because I will be moving to a smaller place on Halloween day. I just feel a little lost...I will find my way.

Welcome to all of our new posters!! It's great to see the interaction with everyone.

Me35/H35
D16/SS14
M-1yr/known H 18yrs
1st Bomb: 4/26 OW35
2nd Bomb: 8/17 OW21
Moved out 8/21/08
H filed D on 9/9/08

God determines who walks into your life...it's up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go.