Back to life, back to reality?

[istherehope]

Thanks Sep and Opt,

I am staying with a friend tonight and it is sooo nice.

She and her fiance keep pouring me wine, and it's just a lovely night in general. We have plans tomorrow night already to go to dinner.

In terms of IM, H and I are on the same program that I use for work, so I cannot block him without it being obvious. I can keep from contacting him proactively of course.

Thanks for saying that you have heard the it won't work out speech. It was just such a major shock to me as I hadn't yet heard this...

Now, I am feeling pretty good, but I am trying not to think about exactly what kind of things H is going to throw at me over the next couple of days...

A few details I didn't mention were around the weird things H said on I'm today...

He said he felt like the walls were closing in on him, and he wanted to cry...SO weird as I have given him SO much space!

Anyway, happy that I have my mini-support network here :).

ITH