but this feeling of always waiting for the other shoe to drop haunts me almost every day.
i also harbor some resentment about some of things she said to me.
i just feel like i always have to be "on" or she is going to lose interest.
that just wears me out somedays. but i am so grateful to still have her with me . i'm sure like most here that affection has become really important.
Hey -- I still feel this way a lot of the time & I'm 2 yrs post bomb.
I'm going to read on to see what advice you got.
It does get better though
Me: 38 H: 35 S4, S5, S10 Bomb 01/07 Wanted D - nothing would change his mind Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb Piecing 04/07 Deployed for a year 05/07 Still Piecing 2010 M 11 yrs 05/10
