I still think telling the kids (again) will be beyond devastating for me. Even if we tried getting together again down the road, I don't know how S6 could ever trust in the fact that we were really a whole, intact family again b/c we have made that statement before and then split up. I am concerned about his well-being in all of this, more than anyone else's
This absolutely kills me BBJ! I remember wondering how we would tell the boys.
As for S6 not ever trusting him coming back again, I know that you will have difficulties w/ this too if he ever comes back. As I said over on my thread, I still deal w/ it pretty much daily & it's been almost 2 yrs!
Just letting you know I'm still here & thinking about you guys!
Me: 38 H: 35 S4, S5, S10 Bomb 01/07 Wanted D - nothing would change his mind Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb Piecing 04/07 Deployed for a year 05/07 Still Piecing 2010 M 11 yrs 05/10
