1. You'll never figure it out, so don't bother wasting your time trying. Focus that energy on you instead.
2. Whatever IS going on probably changes constantly (what's in your head does, right?) You'll get at least some sense of the overall picture in your MC though, so just leave it for there.
Is MC today again?
Me 35, H 38; Together 13.5 yrs, M 7 Bomb 1 10/07/06 Sep'd 1/14/07 - 4/15 Piecing: 4/07 - 9/07 Bomb 3 10/11/07: Never loved you, let's separate 2/08 slowly improving 7/08 Piecing (7/25/08 rings back on!!) Current thread