I miss both. I would love the chance to make love with the man who fathered my children. At the same time, if it doesn't work out with him, and I find myself wanting that physical touch, it would be great to have some guy I am really attracted to want to have sex with me. I think that is part of the rush the walk-aways experience when they start up with someone new, the newness and excitement of it all.
However, I have pretty high standards for myself and thanks to H I also have a bit of a defensive streak when it comes to men, so I don't think EITHER option will be happening for the foreseeable future...
John, buddy, thinking of you. Hope there is room in your boat for me b/c I am climbing in anyway............
