Trying2Live-New Post #2

[faithrunner]

Great point, T2L. I know that H told me when this all started that I wasn't fun anymore. I was thinking, well I just had our third kid, what do you expect of me? Now, I am trying to draw that back out and I do notice some positive responses from H. We do enjoy our time with the kids together, and last weekend he started doing a couple inside jokes of ours (this before his "mental breakdown" on Sunday-see my thread for details). Speaking of which, T2L, I would love to hear your opinion on that whole situation from Sunday.

Anyway, I think it's a great reminder to be upbeat and feminine in their presence. As far as GAL, I run both on my own and with a group. I ran in a race this past weekend while he watched the kids. I have also been trying to do more things with friends. Unfortunately with working and having 3 kids, I get to go out once a week or once every other week. On the weekends, with H willing to do joint activities, I try to keep available for that. Then, I'll run to the mall or run errrands while they nap and H hangs at home.

I feel like I need to do more, but it's still a work in progress.