I heard the old....you are doing so well and this will make you stronger story for months and months and like you I just felt weak on the inside. I wondered what in the world these people were seeing that I wasn't or maybe I just became very good at hiding. I still feel weak inside at times. I worry constantly about him starting another R like he did before and it has really caused alot of problems for us because I am constantly suspicious and checking up on him.....he gets upset, but we deal with it. One day this thought hit me.....If he truly didn't love me and want to work things out with me then why would he deal with the paranoia and accusations? He does though and we go on....I just wanted to throw that thought out.....((((((HUGS))))) to all.....
