Great to hear from you again COG. I actually sent her a similar email yesterday. I told her how I feel. I told her how sorry I was for my actions and for the hurt that I brought her and how this experience has taught me the importance of forgiveness, trust and humility. It was a brief but to the point email. I'm kicking myself because I forgot to put anything in there about losing my best friend as well. I haven't received a response. I suppose no news is better than getting a message back telling me not to contact her??? You're right about obsessing about the divorce. I feel like walking into that courtroom is liking being on deathrow. Did you ever send your letter?
