I'm having a really hard time dealing with H in the house and no communication
My only communication with him is when I get mad at him and his A.
I'm definately not piecing
I don't talk to him and he NEVER starts a conversation.
I don't start a conversation because I don't want to please him, I don't want to see him happy and I don't want to make him happy, I am so negative and I still cannot give in.
I'm waiting for him to really say something to me. I DON'T WANT TO TALK TO HIM.
I also can't picture me out with him in the presence of other people especially women, if we are (functions for children only) then I look the other way and ignore what he does so I don't have to deal with any pain like he caused me before.
So this is a cheeseless tunnel and I am a hopeless case, but I need help to cope with this, because I can't take any more of this UN relationship. I do not picture me with him like before or me ever being totally 100% wife to him.
