Aiming for a new me.....14?

[WCW]

So how have you been WCW? How's everything in 'the country'?

Been busier than a one legged man in a butt kicking contest! Things are okay with the ranch but I've been keeping my local vet clinic from feeling the economic depression. I've had more vet calls in the last 3 months than in the last 3 years! Big Black is still recovering and will be for months, Mr Cutie is better but milking the stall rest for good grain and keeping his buddy Big Black company. Another mare tried to give herself a mastectomy so now I have 3 horses to doctor. H is gone on his annual Big Hunt so it's extra busy keeping up with ALL of it. Mentally though I feel better when I don't wonder all night what time he's driving in. Now I sure understand why some people think being separated is easier to DB than living in the same house. If I dwell on all the things wrong about me/H I get real overwhelmed so I try to focus on what is good and and chip away at the rest of what I can to make my life better.

I'm not sure how much would actually be different if H didn't return since we've been on our own without him since Aug 2006.

Go the other direction with your thoughts. What would change if (when!) he does return?