Thank you, Yenko. You said some very kind words. I still bristle when people say things like that a bit...the guilt is there and I still realize that I haven't fully forgiven myself. Calling me special made smile, though. Thank you for that. There may be ups and downs with your W....emotions are so wild at that time. I hope she stays on the married path.

Thank you, h4h, but don't sell yourself short. As you know, someone can tell you something til you're blue in the face, but unless they want to do it, they won't. You want to save your marriage. You took that vow seriously. You're choosing to love your wife. That's all you.
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