I am so jealous of the weather and you all seem to live out in the open like I have wanted to go back to. H and I were planning that in 2005 before all of this started. I wanted land where I could have horses. He wanted a really nice house that we both loved. We were gonna build it. H had taken a new job that would have moved us into the country. We had it all picked out except the exact location. I had even started packing up some of the junk. Wow, ok now i'm crying sorry.


If you focus on the past, you ruin the future. You can only live for today.