I am new to this forum, too. I do not really have any advice for you yet. I am in need of advice, too.
I am just writing to tell you that you are not alone. I, too cry everyday and miss my husband so much.
It has helped me enourmously to follow my heart and my gut. I do not care what any well-meaning friends or family say. I want to save my relationship. If that is what you feel in your heart, honor that and be true to yourself.
I am not religious either. I am telling you that so you know you are not alone in that either.
I am 39 and my husband is 43. I think he is having an MLC, too.
