Back to life, back to reality?

[istherehope]

And just as a VERY quick followup, H added "hey and i know you are trying, i am too,i really am, i just get panicked."

So my lesson from this is that H somehow is trying, but for some reason being around me too much freaks him out. I guess I need to figure out the ideal ratio...

The he just said "just need a little time, and thanks for giving it to me".

Is this the same person who sent that email last night???? He said he is looking forward to our trip...

ITH