Thank you nicola...that was an insightful post. When things get dark, I try to recall some her comments from the past and it helps me keep going. I am sure that the present living conditions is what makes this so tough right now.

Thanks so much for still being here.
FIB

Me 55; XW 47; 2 kids (S13, D11)
Bomb 05/19/06 Original thread http://tinyurl.com/yg2ou2t
Last anniversary 04/25/10, Divorced 5/12/10
Status: Loving father of 2 beautiful children;