When times were really bad i have thoughts of the same thing. But you have really moved on and you are so ready to.
I wish for god's sake he would just give you your space. This is what he wanted, so get on with it already. He's like the little fly that just wouldn't leave.
I know your going to really get to a point where your just going to get mad at him, and so be it. You need to move on with your life.. and if you do start dating, he certainly can't be "hanging" around.
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
