Getting my house in order

[faithisbelieving]

This week one of my goals is to clean up the yard. I've let it fall apart. The pool is dirty and the grass is dying because the sprinklers have been broken a while.

I just didn't care.

I need to care because the girls see this and even thought it doesn't affect their day to day life, it's the message that 'Dad doesn't care' that I have to change.

Another sign of healing frank. Same happened to me. The yard got messy and overgrown. The planters went bare. I turned that around. Your reconnection with family...your looking at the need for beauty in your life....are signs of healing.

I wonder how much longer it has to hurt.

The pain won't go away for some time frank. Look at my own sitch. You will have rollercoasters of your own...but...with each peak and valley...you will find yourself ascending to higher vistas until the view is spectacular.

The 9 inch thing is why I got divorced...... She wanted me to have a reduction and I wouldn't....... Well not really! LOL

You must be in the category of "I may not hit bottom but I certainly wear down the sides.

And finally frank...this journey will require you to give a lot of yourself...to your kids, and, yes....to your W.

No sacrifice, no victory

Archibald Witwicky was onto something here.

FIB